• My heart is being torn in two. I am at a place where I hate every meoment; it's not so much me being "negative," UI just don't feel safe. That, and a woman I have a crush on told me not to contact her again. I didn't act over-ambitious or anything. If truth be told, I think her "monthly visitor" is upon her and may hear from her in the future. Another woman I reall, truly like is being tugged between me and a man she calls her ex.